undespicable.hatred.lies

i'm not feeling too good .. or rather,
not good at all lately. i don't know why.
lost mood for practically everything.
INCLUDING DOTA. how cool is that.
ya "wow finally u get the chance to quit dota for good"
dumb fucks, if i don't even have the mood for that..
can u image what fuck-tarded crap i'm going through

i feel as if.. if i were to channel all my hatred.
i can create a void powerful enough to destroy even the toughest fighters around.
i feel simply.. annoyed.hate.frustration.
i feel cheated.
i feel weak.
i feel as if this whole world is made out of lies.
and that everyone puts up a mask everyday.

i want to destroy everything.
i want to kill something.
i want to STAB some fucker in their chest so hard.
i want to shove a gun down my own throat and pull the trigger
slowly and gently.

i.just.hate.everything.kthxbai.